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Post by savannah wilson on Nov 22, 2014 20:50:33 GMT
full name Savannah Margaret Wilson date of birth 2/18/91 home town Nashville, TN current city New York City, NY education University of Tennessee, Art History (BA) occupation Unemployed
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"Freddie. Freddie. There are just so many words that I could use to describe Freddie, and the relationship he and I share. We met halfway through my junior year, in high school of course. I had moved to Pegram from Nashville, and he became one of the first people to talk to me. We hit it off instantly, and we ended up hanging out more often than not. It was kind of always Freddie and I, and I got used to having him around.
We spent a summer together, and my feelings for him grew immensely at that point. We started senior year, and he was dating someone at that point. Around Fall Break, his then-girlfriend and him split, and he was completely shattered. I was around to pick up the pieces, and he got used to having me around. We kissed one night, and in the heat of the alcohol and the moment, we ended up having sex in the back of his truck. After that night, we began dating.
I don't know where we got the crazy idea to get married after high school..but, I mean, it was probably the honeymoon phase. We were both so crazy about each other, you know? I wanted to be with him always, and I didn't want anyone else, especially her..have him. I guess by sealing it with a ring and moving in together made it actually official. We were married shortly after graduating from high school, in a simple ceremony at my parent's house.
We've been married for a good 5 years now, and things are a bit tense right now. I want children, and to just be that perfect model wife for Freddie, and he's working these insane hours. I don't know where I stand with him, knowing that he's still crazy about her. I just wish there was something I could do to show him how much I truly do love him. I really don't."
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"Jesse Andrew Bennett has been my best friend since I was 3 years old. He was, in reality, my first love, and greatest heartbreak. We were inseparable, really. His parents and my parents grew up together, and so, naturally my sister, and his brother and I all grew up together as well. It was always the four of us: Jesse, Caroline, myself and Chase. Chase and Caroline fell in love at a young age, and are still together to this day. They've been married for a few years and have two kids. Anyway....Jesse.
Like I said, he was my first love. Not was. Is. Still. Will always be. He got me like no one else got me. He understood everything about me - every tick, every weird habit. He spent hours counting every freckle, and I spent hours counting ever flaw on his body. We spent days discovering each other, and spent minutes talking and telling each other everything about each other. I lost my virginity to this boy, and gave everything up to him.
And then came the day that we...the four of us, Caroline, Jesse, Chase and I had to say our goodbyes. We moved away from Nashville and to the small town of Pegram, and we thought we would never see each other again. But, we were, once again, reunited when we both recieved scholarships to attend the University of Tennessee. He was studying business and I was studying art history. I told him about Freddie and the marriage, and he seemed to have moved on from me, and with another girl, Amy.
I haven't seen or talked to Jesse in a while, but I'm still...and I shouldn't say this. In love with him. I'll always love him. Even if he's married to Amy and I'm married to Freddie. I'll always be his Savannah. It's just the way it's always going to be."
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