wright, ismay a.

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Born on August 31st, 1997, Ismay Arabella Wright is an unemployed college student currently residing with her parents in Chicago, Illinois. She is the youngest of three children: Asia (31), and Nick (29). .................................................. I TOLD YOU I LIKED HIM A LITTLE. WHERE IS THE USE OF CARING FOR HIM SO VERY MUCH: HE IS FULL OF FAULTS. "Ismay is one of those girls. The girls who, at a stupidly young age, twirl their hair around their finger and bite their lip when you talk to them. Who brush up against you "accidentally", who say your name breathily and giggle when you stammer. The kind of girl your mom warned you about. She's the type who wears floral dresses and makes them seem as raunchy as lingerie, who manages to transfuse sex into everything she does... she feigns innocence too, which is obviously hot in itself. God, I thought I was impervious to those kinds of immature displays. I guess in a way I am, 'cause we never hooked up when she was playing any of those games... then again, the age gap meant I don't think we ever really saw each other as potentials. But I saw her doing it endlessly with everyone else, not least my poor, dumbass little brother. She's so many cliches but they stop being cliches when you're around her, because you get why those terms became common in the first place - she's the devil in disguise, a wolf in sheep's clothing, a total Lolita. Under all that I know she's a sweet girl just trying to figure out who she really is, but fuck, there should be PSAs about her. Still, I regret what happened. No matter how she plays it now, she was vulnerable at the time, and I feel like a total fucking dirtbag for going there. I hope she's alright." - Samson Carter "Samson is a great guy. I feel a bit bad -- I never got to really know him much at the few family barbeques my brother brought him to. Nick used to hate it that I teased them for being a bit faggy but it was my favorite thing to do. He told me I embarrassed him but Sam laughed along and pretended not to notice when my mom let me drink a beer with dinner. Other than that, I haven't had much experience with him. He lives in New York, I live in Chicago. After the grocery store thing ... Sam was there but Nick was the one who took care of me. Good guy, but ultimately whatever to me. " - Ismay Wright "My little sister is a teenage girl and she often shows that in her maturity level. It's hard not to worry about her since the hold up, but I think about her every day and I let her know it. Ismay has never been one to take things well; she tends to pretend that things she doesn't like don't exist. In the fifth grade she failed a math test and hid it in her winter boots and tried to get me to forge my dad's signature. Upon my refusal she never said anything else, and when I asked her later what she was going to do, Ismay simply blinked at me and said she had no idea what I was talking about. She is colorful, childish, a little bit more friendly with the boys than I would like, but she's a sweet kid and she means well. I wish I knew what she wanted in life so I could help her. She's in college but her major's undeclared, and she was going to move out of my parent's house but the hold up set her back. Any progress she made in the past year towards growing up I fear has been undone." - Nicholas Wright "Asia and I never got on much, and considering our age difference I'm a lot less hurt about it than I used to be when I was younger. Nicky on the other hand, he's my best friend. He can be overbearing, even more so than my own father which is perhaps the most annoying part about him. I've never been able to date anyone without Nick giving them the literal third degree. He definitely used my boyfriends as practice when he was training for the Academy. Now that he's a detective, I can't say it's gotten better, but at least now he's working out of New York and I don't see him much anymore. He buys me the best presents and he forces Asia not to roll her eyes at me every time I talk. The last time he was home was kinda stressful -- Nick was on the job. He didn't want to go back to New York. I don't blame him. I didn't want him to go either. " - Ismay Wright "Issie, she hates being called that, dear God she's hot. I put up with a lot of her shit because she was hard to say no to. I was crazy about her before she broke up with me. Heck, I'm still crazy about her now. She hasn't been the same since she was held hostage in that grocery store, Issie barely even talked to me afterward. I don't think we've had a proper conversation since it happened. The first and only time I've seen her since the whole ordeal was when she broke up with me. I guess I sort of understand that she needs her space, but that doesn't mean I like it. " - Phillip Alvaras "Phil's a good guy. But I'm bored. I'm over it." - Ismay Wright .................................................. HARD TO PUT THINGS RIGHT. YOU DON'T OFTEN GET THAT CHANCE. SOMETIMES ALL YOU CAN DO IS NOT GET CAUGHT. .................................................. monica geller-bing, white sangria, vsco cam, instagram, bath & body works, extra hot baths, cold feet, tinder, lillies, floral prints, white bathing suits, eyelash extensions, chaise lounges, dry heat, splenda, starbucks gold cards, vietnamese, baby animals, fur coats, lavender, velvet couches, ikea, fountain soda, prayer candles, saturday nights, sending nudes, gold iphones, matches, blunts. chocolate, dogs, android phones, microsoft, sunburns, new york city, fast food, hard liquor, hot dogs, old people, tyra banks, tofu, lazy days, vacationing in america, uber drivers, green, weddings, reptiles, birds, white rice, cheaters, guilt, body spray, plain potato chips, winter, messes, boring texts, action movies, checking emails, homework, adulthood, authority, responsibilities, public transportation. .................................................. LET HER COVER THE MARK AS SHE WILL. THE PANG OF IT WILL ALWAYS BE IN HER HEART. I swore to take this to my grave, kinda thought that was part of the arrangement. Of course, nothing ever turns out quite the way you plan, and before I could even wash Samson off me he had already told her. The whole thing was a mistake, one that I regretted the second I got out of his lap. I'd never been remotely attracted to him in the first place, but I suppose it's one of those shitty things that happens after a shitty situation. It wasn't as if I hadn't suffered enough yet. I plan on keeping my end of the bargain, though. I refuse to admit to it. I refuse to even talk about it. Even now, in writing this down, it never happened. Watching Carly die was the worst thing that ever happened to me. I sound like I'm trivializing it but honestly, I'm not. There's no words to express exactly what a dead person looks like, when the life goes out of them and their eyes are gone. She died instantly, one bullet to the head because she couldn't stop screaming. I tried the best that I could, but she was on the other side of the store and the girl could never keep her cool -- not when it was her life on the line and not when Jay Mathers asked her out during sophomore year. We were in there for hours, and while it felt like days it also only felt like seconds. I don't remember much about it. Nick pumped me for all the information I had. He kept telling me so long as I talked about it that one time that I'd never have to talk about it again. He was right, and he was also wrong. People demand to hear the story even when they aren't outright asking. When I wound up in Sam's lap, it wasn't out of carnal desire or lust or any of that other bullshit. I've never sent him nudes, dirty texts, which I find fun and exciting but would never think of doing with him. It felt good at the time, not to be protected by my older brother, but still protected never-the-less. After it happened, I broke up with Phillip out of guilt, but I told everyone it was because I didn't like him anymore. In a lot of ways, Phillip was a throw away. He was fun, good in bed, but I didn't want to have fun anymore. I didn't think I deserved it. Now when everyone silently asks me with their eyes if I was that girl who was held hostage they also asked me if I was the girl that fucked the cop. Guess which one I'm known for the most.

holly, carmella rose, resident (coding @ rae)