HOLLAND, Sara J

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_________________________________________________ Eight years ago I found myself a very angry person. There at been a tragedy in my family and while the sister and parents came together in grief, I fell apart. My parents have always been very forgiving people. My father more so than my mother, he's very Catholic but in a way that is non-suffocating. But being so Catholic, he is horrible forgiving. As heartbroken as he was (as we were), my father was adamant from the beginning that even though Paul Henderson did a terrible thing, he forgave him for running over my ten year old brother. I was on tour in Florida in November of 2015 when I stopped in a saddlery shop. I'm from Ohio and had been living in New York still at that point, so the Florida humidity was really getting to me. But the smell of the shop reminded me so much of my dad. He had a Ford Ranchero that he kept in the garage most of the time, but every Sunday he would park it in the driveway and give it a clean. He used to take us out the odd summer day, and I remember loving the smell of the leather seats. I once dropped a chocolate ice cream cone inside the car and though I could tell he was livid, my forgiving father didn't scold me or say a word. When I called home that evening for the first time in five years, it was like I had just talked to them. And when I came to Ohio for Christmas, I took my usual seat at the dinner table. My parents have watched me from afar and waited patiently as well as hopefully. If I could do it all over again, I'd erase the bitterness. _________________________________________________ DESTRUCTION - 2016 - An Album by Static _________________________________________________ Spotted a six months after cheating allegations and four months after confirming divorce with wife Sonya Gallant, Leo Weston is seen with once mistress now girlfriend Sara Holland. The two were all smiles and enjoyed dinner at Delilah before jetting off into Los Angeles. Sara Holland, 26, is the lead singer of rock band Static. It is rumored that the two met backstage at Coachella, which she played in 2016. _________________________________________________ _________________________________________________ "Hi Jonny it's... *beep* yea? Well fuck you too!. Hi Jonny, it's Sara. It's.. Saturday July 1st, and I know I haven't been in touch. Give me a call if you want, 6-4-6-2-1-1-9-3-4-7. Bye." Jonny Kaplan is someone I thought hated me for years, even when we were twenty and he was saving me from bad boyfriends. Even when we were twenty-two and we were falling asleep on our ratty second hand sofa. And when we were a little older than that, crashing into each other and mumbling 'I-love-yous'. I thought he hated me and I thought I was stupid for thinking that he did, because he shared more with me than most people. Jonny K will break your heart, not even in a romantic way because we didn't get there. We played enough with the idea that it fucked things up, but never the hand-holding-skipping-down-the-sidewalk  (not that he is even remotely that type). I love Jonny with my whole heart and if he asked for anything, I would do it. But he's not that type either, he'll lock it all in until he implodes and almost kills himself. He's not touchy-feely and he's seldom happy. I wish I could pull the blinds and see what's inside. Those rare occasions he does give a little, those are everything. I miss him, but he makes me feel completely helpless.

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