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Post by lily mccarthy on May 24, 2018 21:58:26 GMT
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I don’t know what to say.
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Post by Deleted on May 24, 2018 22:18:42 GMT
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Do you believe me?
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Post by lily mccarthy on May 24, 2018 22:27:30 GMT
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That you missed me? Yeah, I do. But you also had a funny way of missing me when you weren’t here those summers.
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Post by Deleted on May 24, 2018 22:40:09 GMT
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I was an idiot. Honestly, I thought I was some fucking playboy... I was just an asshole. Regretted it the second you found out.
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Post by lily mccarthy on May 24, 2018 22:42:10 GMT
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Would you have regretted it if I hadn’t?
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Post by Deleted on May 24, 2018 22:50:30 GMT
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Eventually.
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Post by lily mccarthy on May 24, 2018 22:56:50 GMT
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Noted.
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Post by Deleted on May 24, 2018 22:59:31 GMT
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I was an asshole, and a teenaged one at that. My hormones got the better of me, I couldn't see how good I had it.
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Post by lily mccarthy on May 24, 2018 23:30:34 GMT
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You’re only 23 now, age can be a flimsy excuse. I never cheated on you.
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Post by Deleted on May 25, 2018 6:33:06 GMT
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I led with "I was an asshole", right? Because that's the main reason.
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Post by lily mccarthy on May 26, 2018 4:34:18 GMT
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Got it. I shouldn't be delving into this anyway, it was long ago.
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Post by Deleted on May 26, 2018 8:22:56 GMT
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But we never really talked about it. I'm gonna be honest with you Lil, at first I was upset at being caught. But after a few weeks without you it hit home how much I'd fucked up, not just how much I missed you, but how much I must have hurt you. I'm really, really sorry.
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Post by lily mccarthy on May 28, 2018 23:05:25 GMT
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What was there to talk about? I had so many questions but at the end of the day it was easier to cut you out than it was to grieve. Even if it really fucking hurt.
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Post by Deleted on May 29, 2018 15:16:28 GMT
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I never stopped checking my phone to see if you'd called. Well, obviously I did, but I must have been holding out hope for a good year.
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Post by lily mccarthy on May 30, 2018 15:50:40 GMT
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I called you on someone random’s phone once or twice - but I think if you would have answered I wouldn’t have known what to say.
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