. wildest flower

[isaac mcavoy]

You wouldn't keep me here if you loved me, you'd want me with you.

[kendra santisi]

Nice of you to take that and try to guilt trip me with it. You fucked up, it’s why you’re in there. Realize that.

[isaac mcavoy]

It's a fact, if you feel guilty it's because you should. I took a non-addictive drug!!!!

[kendra santisi]

I’m gonna go.

[isaac mcavoy]

Can you do me one favor and try to get Joe to take my calls?

[kendra santisi]

No?

[isaac mcavoy]

Cool, just confirming that you don't give a fuck about the band at all. Have fun with Taylor!

[kendra santisi]

Now you’re just being a dick.

[isaac mcavoy]

Yeah, I am, 'cause you're being painfully transparent. I'm not an idiot.

[kendra santisi]

About what? You’re just mad I won’t break you out so you’re throwing Taylor at me and whatever else to retaliate.

[isaac mcavoy]

That's a pretty immature interpretation of what's going on.

[kendra santisi]

Well then spell it out for me. What do you think is going on.

[isaac mcavoy]

I'm in rehab, which I fucking hate. I don't think I should be here, which whether you agree or disagree with, surely you can see how being trapped somewhere when you don't think you should be would fucking suck. There's NOTHING to do here, I get minimal contact with the outside world, I have to sit and talk about an addiction I'm already in recovery for. I feel like I'm doing a good job of not taking heroin, and here I am, talking about heroin all fucking day, day in day out, and you know what? I really fucking want some heroin now, it's all I can fucking think about in here. So I'm losing my mind trying not to set myself up for a relapse, my best friend isn't talking to me, and my girlfriend won't help me. Then I turn on the TV and see my girlfriend with her ex. How would you feel?

[kendra santisi]

Ok. I get that. I know it sucks, but I also want to know why you took whatever you took at this concert that lead to you having a seizure. You’ve been clean, why take anything at all? I’m out of my element here. I promise there’s nothing going on with Taylor. Honestly. I meant what I said.

[isaac mcavoy]

Because it's a psychedelic, there's research that psychedelics actually help with recovery. It's genuinely non-addictive Ken, I'm not trying to get myself back in that hole. Ok.