so much wine .

[dolly weathers]

d o l l y I toast to most things. Feel the feelings and let them all run out.

[percy de vane]

P E R C Y Me too. Especially when drunk. You wouldn't believe how much I've been doing that. I feel stupid as fuck being so much in my feelings AND admitting that. So cringeworthy. What else is new with you? I missed you.

[dolly weathers]

d o l l y You shouldn't feel stupid. It makes you all the more likable. Have you been able to talk to anyone? I'm so glad you said that! I miss you too!!! I've been okay. Keeping myself crazy busy, I think that's all I can do.

[percy de vane]

P E R C Y I’ve talked to a few people yeah. My sister and I have weekly chats that can get pretty deep. I also reconnected with Madelyn and I sort of embarrassingly poured my depressed heart out about everything. It had been too long for us. Keeping busy is all anyone can do these days. Have you come up with any new hobbies? I learned how to cook basic things.

[dolly weathers]

d o l l y You have people who love you and are there to listen. There's nothing embarrassing about that and I'm sure they see no different. Wow! You learned how to cook! So impressive. I've been doing a lot of puzzles lately. And studying. Though I hate online learning.

[percy de vane]

P E R C Y You're absolutely right. I think this is the most vulnerable I've ever felt in my life and it's difficult for me. Very basic things. But I am trying, there's been some nasty meals in the process. How is online learning? I don't think I could do it. It would be so hard for me to focus.

[dolly weathers]

d o l l y It's hard to be vulnerable in the public eye. Soak it up and be you. Explain basic. Are you making yourself grilled cheese and calling it cooking? It's the worst. I hate it.

[percy de vane]

P E R C Y Wi try. I feel like that’s what makes me so sought out by the public eye too, because I’m so myself. You wouldn’t believe the amount of paps even during a fucking pandemic would be stalking outside my mum’s home. I moved on from grilled cheese, that was the first step. I can do like pasta with no sauce from a jar though. It’s a big deal. Do you struggle to stay focused?

[dolly weathers]

d o l l y You should have called me. I would have screamed at them. That is really basic. I need to teach you how to cook. Uhmmm. Not really. It's just really boring.

[percy de vane]

P E R C Y I have this amazing image in my head of you screaming at the paps. It’s great. I’ll use all the help I can get. I’m trying, I keep telling myself. That’s the important thing. It’s hard not to do a lot of takeaway with staying in though! Tell me what else you have going on in your life.

[dolly weathers]

d o l l y They're just such boring people. Get a life. I'll let you cook me a grilled cheese. Hmm. Let me think.... Nooope!

[percy de vane]

P E R C Y It was not the right time for them to be like that either. It’ll be the best grilled cheese you ever had. Nope?! You won’t tell me what else is going on in your life?!

[dolly weathers]

d o l l y I don't think they have souls. I read that wrong. Nope as in I don't have anything going on. Just respecting the pandemic. I had my first Zoom date!

[percy de vane]

P E R C Y How was the zoom date?

[dolly weathers]

d o l l y It was weird. I hate staring at myself on video.