. neon bible

[elyse condon]

ellie  What else is he doing?

[theo lovett]

t h e o Being morbid, trying to piss me off. I don't know what to do with him.

[elyse condon]

ellie  He's been real pissy lately. He also told me he wanted to fuck Cleo. I don't like that idea.

[theo lovett]

t h e o He's scared, I wish he'd admit it. He doesn't want to, he's just saying he wants to now because I asked him not to. Because he's being a shithead.

[elyse condon]

ellie  It's totally okay for him to be scared too. It's a big surgery. Also why didn't you tell me about the surgery?! He told me you're in denial but it's def him. He better not do it just because that. I'll punch him.

[theo lovett]

t h e o I know, but he doesn't operate like that. I figured it was his news to tell. Who knows! I wouldn't put anything past him atm. Why would it bother you?

[elyse condon]

ellie  I know I know. It just doesn't make things easier on you when he's like that. Ok, I understand that!! Are you doing ok with the thought of him having surgery? Because they are your friends. Our friends really, I know I'm not super close with them and sometimes they annoy me bc I'd rather just hang out with you guys. But that's just hella messy.

[theo lovett]

t h e o Or on himself. Besides, it's forever away and he'll be fine. Yeah, it's no biggie! They love you though. Right? It's just selfish, but he legit called me controlling for asking him not to. Like he actually gives a shit.

[elyse condon]

ellie  I agree. He will be fine!! Plus he has us to take care of him. Do they? Sometimes I see Cleo giving me this weird look like she's trying to figure me out haha. How is that controlling?? It's polite. He doesn't need to fuck everything in sight. Jesus.

[theo lovett]

t h e o He'll be better than fine, even. Probably because you're quiet, but yeah, she likes you. Exactly. Plus I know what she's like and she's fragile, it would be a shitshow for all of us. But no, I'm controlling!!

[elyse condon]

ellie  Okay well that makes me feel much better. Just thought she maybe thought I was crazy. You're absolutely not controlling!! I would never ever use that word to describe you.

[theo lovett]

t h e o No way, you're like the least crazy person! Want me to ask her about it? I'm at her's rn so I can! Really? Phew, I was worried I was maybe being an asshole.

[elyse condon]

ellie  No it's ok!!! I believe you. She'd def tell you if anything was up. You are not being an asshole. You're being a good friend!!

[theo lovett]

t h e o I asked her and she says she likes you a lot but she thinks you don't like her. Dw, told her you do! We're all good.

[elyse condon]

ellie  I do like her! I'm just not as sociable as them. But absolutely not on an Oliver level.