some paradise

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MILLIE That’s fine. Should we tell Jill? It’s really nothing. Don’t even know if he feels the same way!! I don’t wanna make a big fuss of it. When is it all suppose to come out?

[nate peterson]

N A T E Let's tell her when we're already there. Well, like I said, shoot your shot. You'll never know if you don't try. Next Sunday, they always drop bombshells on Sundays for some reason.

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MILLIE Deal! Yeah I know. My friends say the same thing. My confidence is getting better. That’s so strange?? I don’t get the British tabloids.

[nate peterson]

N A T E You should be confident, you're insanely impressive. They're really fucked up.

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MILLIE I’m getting better, promise. If anything my anxiety makes me work harder now! Would you say that’s what you hate the most about your job?

[nate peterson]

N A T E How's it been? Yeah 100%.

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MILLIE Okay??? It’s worse when I’m stressed. Which has been the last six months lol. The cons of being the best!

[nate peterson]

N A T E You know it doesn't make you any less successful if you ask for help sometimes, right? Haha, plenty better than me! I'm thinking about moving home.

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MILLIE I know. It’s hard for me sometimes to remember that though. We’ve been so independent and grown up for a long time. Really?!

[nate peterson]

N A T E You’re still a baby to me, though you’re so successful it’s wild. Yeah, though I don’t know.

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MILLIE I’ve been so lucky. Honestly I really have. But I get it. That’s how it is for me and your amazing career. You’re still just Nate to me. Flashbacks to you helping me while I cried over math homework at the dinner table!! Tell me more of what’s going on in your head??

[nate peterson]

N A T E Hahaha god I wanted to cry too. Thank god Jill can do math, otherwise I don't think the bills woulda been paid. I honestly don't know. I've been approached about Atlanta United FC, and Dallas, but Chelsea was always the dream... but I'm also homesick. I really don't know.

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MILLIE That was such a nightmare. But we survived!! It's always been your dream. But you've accomplished it and you could make another dream now? If you wanted. I want you to be happy. I know England/all of Europe loves football way more than we do here, but I feel like you could change that.

[nate peterson]

N A T E Survived and thrived. It feels like it's gained a lot of traction recently, and that's exciting, but it also kinda feels like quitting.

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MILLIE Now look at us. It is. But why would it feel like quitting?