- rosie de la cruz

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE No, of course not. I've never cheated on anyone.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE It's not something I would do. I need to talk to her.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE I shouldn't have played with fire. I'm fine. Are you?

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE I'm not that good at accessing or verbalizing my feelings, you should remember as much. But here goes nothing. You have nothing to feel guilty about. I was happy to see you, too. I still hate hearing about you with other people. Talking to you feels like cheating even though I know that it's not, but it still feels like it, I think because of how I feel about you. I'm pissed off about Aisha and Freddie because it feels wrong. Not them together, but that they're the ones with kids and getting married. It should have been us. It makes no fucking sense that it's them and that we aren't together and that I'll probably end up being best man and it all feels wrong and I don't know how I fucked it all up so badly.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE He's not, people aren't, I know I'm only 25. I just feel like I've fucked it up, that's all. She is lovely and I've known her my whole life... but I don't see myself marrying her.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE Maybe. She doesn't seem to take anything too seriously. Yeah. Our parents are friends, so that'll be fun.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE Yeah. I will.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE Ha, did you have a good time?

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE Feels like you've been unemployed for a million years. Most people tomorrow but I lied and said I had work prep so had to come back today.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE God that sounds nice. City, think my Brat summer is over.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE Oscar again? Yeah, I'm alright. We left it on good terms so what more can you do.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE Such a gossip. I'm glad, you know Caesar would be happy to have you there any time. Especially when everyone knows her, lots of questions.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE Did you sleep in my room? Yeah, pretty exhausting. Great seeing Sadie so happy though, and Cora just about forgave me for the last minute switch up.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE Must have been a trip waking up there. Kinda, didn't have much of a chance to though since he and Aish were all over each other.

[tate mccarthy]

TATE 1 NEW MESSAGE Honestly? I feel weirdly disconnected from both of them.