. wish you knew

[ruby anderson]

R U B Y ok so that means no. got it.

[colton abernathy]

C O L T O N No it means you're being rash.

[ruby anderson]

R U B Y how exactly am i being rash?

[colton abernathy]

C O L T O N This all blows up and you think that's the best time to have this conversation?

[ruby anderson]

R U B Y it’s really not that hard to say yes or no. sorry for being honest 🙄 but it’s fine. forget i said anything. don’t even think about it anymore.

[colton abernathy]

C O L T O N yeah i know for you it's not that hard. because you don't really think, you never consider the consequences of anything you do, or who you're bringing into your bullshit. you just think about what you want and what you feel and you act on that without giving a single fuck what that means for anyone else, and then you even get pissy when you don't get exactly what you want back.

[ruby anderson]

R U B Y i didn’t tell you for anything to happen. i don’t know what i expected but i guess it should’ve been your stupid attitude. i just wanted to know if you felt the same. and now you’ve made me feel terrible. so thanks. ok. i’m done with this conversation.

[colton abernathy]

C O L T O N MY attitude?! You can't be serious. You should feel terrible. You do stupid shit all the time and you don't care who you hurt, so sorry, i don't care if you hurt either.

[ruby anderson]

R U B Y i do feel terrible? when did you get it into your mind that i don’t? stop gaslighting me. fuck this. have fun with your little off season hoes.

[colton abernathy]

C O L T O N Therapy speak has been a fucking disaster for enabling girls like you. No one's fucking gaslighting you Ruby. But OK, let's use therapy speak and see if that gets through to you: You're really triggering and you're actually the fucking gaslighter here. I'm calling you in, because your behavior is narcissistic and impulsive, you show a pathological disregard for the feelings of others. You victimize yourself whenever anyone shares their personal experiences with you, to you. You suffer from grandiose thinking and struggle with long term planning.

[ruby anderson]

R U B Y 1. you just assumed i don’t feel bad. i do. so bad. i feel terrible. which makes me think you never even read my message. 2. i’m sorry i chose the wrong time to say something. all i did was ask if you felt the same. it’s clear now you don’t. and i regret every saying anything to you about my feelings. especially if you’re going to twist it like this. 3. what is the goal of you being so mean right now? keep going and see what happens.

[colton abernathy]

C O L T O N 1. No I didn't. You said I made you feel terrible and I agreed that you should, I never said you didn't. Show me where I assumed you didn't. 2A. AGAIN "it's clear now" - you're assuming, I'm not assuming anything. All you do is project. I never said I didn't, don't put words in my mouth. 2B. What am I twisting? Be specific. 3. Again, I'm calling you out on bullshit. That's not being mean. All I've said is that you're self obsessed and you should feel bad and you've said you do, so how is that mean if you agree?

[ruby anderson]

R U B Y i already felt terrible and you’re making me feel worse. which sure i deserve. but really didn’t think i needed to hear from you too. so thanks a lot. and i will own it, i am selfish at times and go after what i want. big freaking deal. i simply asked if you wanted to talk about what I said in my message, not ask you to be my fucking boyfriend.

[colton abernathy]

C O L T O N And I said I was processing it but you wouldn't accept that, so here we are.

[ruby anderson]

R U B Y fine. sorry. process or whatever you need to do.