lily x zac

[lily mccarthy]

Lily Why are you so upset about it? I didn't lie, I didn't make you this...this footnote in my life like you did to me.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac Because I wasn't being serious. I obviously wasn't.

[lily mccarthy]

Lily Obvious to who, exactly? You did that then immediately avoided me.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac It should have been obvious to you. It's nothing like the reality.

[lily mccarthy]

Lily And what is the reality anymore? You'd fully asked me out, then went on, contradicted essentially everything you said you'd maybe want to say when we talked about it, flirted openly with Athena and then stonewalled me. Wanting a little reassurance isn't a crime.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac You need to just call it Lily, we're going in circles.

[lily mccarthy]

Lily Why is it always me? How long ago did you call it yourself?

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac I don't know when I realized this was never gonna work but I definitely realized that. Have you?

[lily mccarthy]

Lily If you felt that way you should have called it. Not left it to me when we all know I have too much hope for my own good. But loud and clear now, all good.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac What, should have called it from our circular conversations? That's what I'm dong.

[lily mccarthy]

Lily Like I said, loud and clear.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac I'll see you in LA, OK? Don't be mad at me.

[lily mccarthy]

Lily I'm not mad. But you don't get to ask that of me anyway, or blame me for things either. If you've let me go, your choices are your own.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac I haven't let you go. God Lily, what do you want? You make all these dramatic proclamations but what do they actually mean - what do you want from me??

[lily mccarthy]

Lily You make it impossible to speak straight. This isn't going to work, but oh I haven't let you go; don't be mad at me Lily, but, oh, whatever's upsetting it's all your fault anyway and I will make sure you know that. It's exhausting, being under your spell. And it always seems to bewilder you that I still am.