. for the night

[camille de vries]

CAMI and you're not? come on, no time to be deprimido. what can i say, i've always been a dreamer. you don't think you naturally find people you fall in with?

[taylor maitson]

T A Y L O R Not depressed! Sorry, am I giving off those vibes? I don't know how I keep doing that, I guess I need to work on how I come across. I'm actually doing better than I have in a long time. No, but I do believe in fate.

[camille de vries]

CAMI maybe i just hit a nerve, but you know i don't love the self deprecation. you could go for the retriever part of the dream, dogs are happy creatures. why fate?

[taylor maitson]

T A Y L O R Saying you're a good person isn't being self deprecating, just a reflection of you. Not really interested in pets to be honest, too much of an obligation and between us, I don't really like animals. I don't know, I think life has a forward momentum.

[camille de vries]

CAMI but do you think you're not a good person? it is fine, to each their own. not like i could take on any of those responsibilities either right now. and you're on a predetermined path? ok, tell me more.

[taylor maitson]

T A Y L O R I think I'm neutral, I don't think I'm a bad person. People really hate it when you don't like animals. You know what my number one ick ever is?? Girls who say "I prefer animals to people", it's wild how many people say that like it doesn't make you a cunt. No such thing as free will, so we all are.

[camille de vries]

CAMI well then i will join you in neutrality, i'm to criminally late to be good. it makes me worry for their social skills. though i do sympathize with the 'i'd choose the bear' movement, for the record. so our decision making is just...predetermined?

[taylor maitson]

T A Y L O R That's true, terrible habit. Different thing, I can agree with you there. Yeah, what else can it be? You're a product of your genes and everything that's happened to you in your life, it makes you act the way you do. Like being late.

[camille de vries]

CAMI i've just accepted it - i get there, that is what matters! i don't know, i like thinking i have a choice in the matter. giving my life some purpose.

[taylor maitson]

T A Y L O R When you're the talent that tends to be true. It's a nice thought, sure.

[camille de vries]

CAMI i wish i could choose to not be allergic to sesame. where do you think your pre-chosen life will lead you, then?

[taylor maitson]

T A Y L O R I think science will crack allergies in our lifetime, hold out hope. No idea! Probably exactly where I am already, I don't have any other ambitions.

[camille de vries]

CAMI maybe your optimism is just rooted in fact. i do have another philosophical question though. well, i guess it is kind of a mix.

[taylor maitson]

T A Y L O R Hit me.

[camille de vries]

CAMI let's say, in our lifetime, there was a genetic breakthrough where you could get testing done and it told you, chemically, who your life partner was. would you take the test?