camille x stassi

[stassi siminski]

STAS i've never been in a healthy relationship before. i think i might be the toxic one after all?

[camille de vries]

cam well are you entertaining this because you are missing something? or because you are scared of what you seem to deem is good?

[stassi siminski]

STAS i'm definitely scared.

[camille de vries]

cam then be careful, mami. don’t break your own heart if you don’t have to.

[stassi siminski]

STAS just teething issues. anyway, i totally derailed your venting session, tell me more!

[camille de vries]

cam no no we are an open forum, equal conversations allowed. maybe I should be careful too, nothing like a professional makeout with your best friend to scramble your brain.

[stassi siminski]

STAS girl the more i think about that the more insane it is. i thought my faking dates was bad, but you're, like... converting real affection into fake lust? to get the shot?

[camille de vries]

cam probably yes? actors do it all the time anyway, right? I consider it similar.

[stassi siminski]

STAS it is similar. so long as you don't feel anything.

[stassi siminski]

STAS aren't you? i guess you're never really that alone. sounds like no harm, no foul to me. with niko?

[camille de vries]

cam I’m not, and I don’t always like to be either. sometimes sure, I need to settle but I like being on the go and staying immersed one way or another. I will trust your judgment. yes.

[stassi siminski]

STAS life is for living! it's a blessing and a curse that you're both like that, means you can do it together or your diaries can totally clash. he's an old flame, doesn't matter anymore. anyway, i've decided that today's the day i say 'i love you.' to pat, obviously.

[camille de vries]

cam ay, no! do not do that!!

[stassi siminski]

STAS no, i am, it's decided. called out of work and everything.

[camille de vries]

cam I think that is the wrong choice right now, Stassi!!