MILLER, Maisie C.

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full name maisie cecelia miller. date of birth 07.10.1992 (23). home town odessa, texas. current city dallas, texas. education community college. occupation nurse. ________________________________________ ________________________________________ "How can I describe Maisie? First of all, she's my baby sister. I have to admit that she's quite an annoying sister to have. Where my hair can kindly be described as a muddy sort of blonde, Maisie's went from platinum to a deep golden shade. When I stopped growing at 5'3", Maisie towers over me at 5'8", most of which is made up by giraffe-like legs. Add to this that her first love was my boyfriend, and you'll start to think that I must hate her. But I don't. Because Maisie is a beautiful thing, and like most beautiful things, she's not massively bringing it in the brains department. She fell in love with Mark because he was nice to her, not making the connection that he was only being nice to her because she's his girlfriend's little sister. Not thinking that maybe, just maybe, an eighteen year old boy wouldn't want anything to do with a thirteen year old girl. But it was never serious, it's not like she went out trying to steal him.... Maisie is a lot of things, but she's not selfish. Needy, yes. Dense, a touch. But not selfish. Truth be told, I wish she'd stayed hung up on Mark. Because as soon as she realized that wasn't going to happen, she turned her attention to a boy at school. Probably the first one to tell her he thought she was pretty, if I know her at all. But it wasn't even him who was the problem, it was his best friend... I'm just so pleased she's in Dallas now. As much as I'd like to have her close, I'd rather she keep as far away from that Jack as possible. There's no one less healthy for a girl like her." ________________________________________ ________________________________________ WHY I DID IT: Dan was on the football team, and I was a cheerleader. When he asked me to his senior prom I thought it was a dream come true. When he told me he'd booked a motel room for after, I felt like I couldn't say no. HOW IT WAS: Awkward. I was self conscious and clumsy from spiked punch, and the way he removed my dress and laid me down with such expert hands made me all the more uneasy. He was gentle, but it was awful. AND NOW: I see Dan whenever I go home to Odessa. He hasn't changed much, though he's married now. I sometimes wonder what it would be like if he'd married me. WHY I DID IT: Because I loved him. Even with whisky on his breath, when he showed up on my porch at 3am and I was worried he'd wake my parents, I loved him. ...Maybe because he needed me.  HOW IT WAS: Unbelievable. After Dan I thought sex must just be overrated, or that maybe it wasn't for me, that I couldn't do it right. Jack made sure to change my mind. It wasn't just that he was good, it was that he always made me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world. I was never self conscious with him. AND NOW: I can't bear to talk about it. WHY I DID IT: I had just moved to Dallas and he offered to show me around. I think I was lonely, and he told me about his parents' divorce over dinner... I wanted him to feel better, and I wanted to feel better, and I thought it would achieve both. HOW IT WAS: Underwhelming, though slightly less so the second time.  AND NOW: I found out he has a girlfriend, but I can't call it off. God, I'm such a bitch... but he's always there when I need the comfort of human contact, and he's never there when I don't want him to be. And he's so different from Jack in every single way, which helps. ________________________________________ your name lex. play-by tanya. member group resident.