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Post by Deleted on Nov 18, 2020 2:01:43 GMT
| THE GIRL
Full Name: Primrose (Prim) Scarlett Peterson Birthday: May 27, 1999 (21) Hometown: Kansas City Currently Residing: Memphis, TN Occupation: Nurse
HER MOST PLAYED
Cold in the Summer --- Dan Mangan Honey & I --- HAIM Graceland --- Paul Simon We Can Work it Out --- Stevie Wonder Here Comes Your Man --- Pixies
DEAR DIARY
June 19, 2019
I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I keep trying to do the right thing by being kind and logical, but I somehow make right wrong. One minute we're in love and the next, he's dumped me. He said he wasn't ready and I understand that. I seriously do, we're only twenty. Maybe we both need to do some soul searching before we spend time on us. But it still hurts so much. I don't know what to do with myself.
February 04, 2017
I'm so sad and I don't know what to do. Everything inside hurts, I don't know why. I feel lonely even when I'm around people. I'm stressed when I'm busy and stressed when I'm not busy. I feel like I'm in this tiny square and every time I move, I'm in another corner. I don't know how to be happy.
September 18, 2020
I'm reading back on entries and realizing I only write here when I'm sad. I need to get into the habit of tracking good moments. 2020 is the year of shit shows. The year of Tyler dumping me twice because I was choosing my job over his health. The year the pandemic shut down the world. And the year I became really good at baking and gained ten pounds. I've started baking these care packages for my family. Just little treats that I hope don't mold on the journey and terribly painted portraits. So I guess that's my good moment - sharing my joy with family.
MEMETV
DINNER AT MOM'S
Prim brushes her hair behind her ear when her mother asks of her siblings. She always asks this and the younger women is never sure how to respond. She buys time by shoveling a forkful of Sunday roast in her mouth and chewing thoughtfully. Her mother is usually an amazing cook but this week she's off her game.. Prim wonders if something's up or if it's just the cow. "They're good. Theo's healing well." She doesn't want to go against their wishes and expose their truth. She takes a mouthful of mashed potatoes. "God, mom! This gravy! Could you show me how to make it? It would blow Tyler's mind."
FAMLY CHAT
"Hi family! Christmas is coming. I don't care if you can't get anyone anything, but drop what you want here... otherwise you'll get something you hate. Love you!"
CURRENTLY WATCHING
The Princess Switch The Queen's Gambit The Undoing Mandalorian
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