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[violet spencer]

V I O L E T Not boring. I'm more of a vodka girlie. Ugh. Fine. But just tell me one thing about it, though.

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c Let's go somewhere low key. You don't know how hard being alive is until heroin shows you how easy it could be. It's knowledge I wish I didn't have.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T Probably in a disguise too, right? Is that what you're missing? Also how many tattoos do you have?

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c Haha, no, that's fine. God yeah, every minute of every hour of every day. I don't know, I just got a back piece. Like ten? Something like that.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T Aw so you’re not so scared to be seen with me again. Yay! When was the last time you used? That sounds so hot.

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c Like I said, keep it low key. Over two years now. 765 days actually, but who's counting.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T I won't even post about it on my instagram story! Sounds like you are.

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c You need to hold strong.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T And if I don't?

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c Then you have to start over.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T Is this the longest you've been sober?

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c Oh yeah, by like a year and a half, maybe more. Sucks to keep going round in circles.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T What's helped you stay sober? Not that I'm super interested in that. But I am about you.

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c Honestly Violet? You get to a point where you've disappointed people so much that it's suicidally embarrassing.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T So you just have to stay sober then?