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[isaac mcavoy]

z a c That's the idea of recovery, yeah.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T I’m struggling to understand the recovery process. So many things to remember, too many steps, but a lot of cravings.

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c All the times I failed before were because I tried to bargain my way through it.. let myself still drink, even though drinking is my biggest trigger. Let myself still do party drugs, even though they feel like nothing to me and just make my cravings stronger. It's shit. Really, really, really shit. But you are lucky that the ones you're into are the easiest to come off, relatively speaking.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T So what's made you want to ease into the temptation? And not follow your steps? This time around.

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c I don't know, it doesn't feel tenable to never, ever drink again.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T I don't think you want my opinion on this but going to give it, Mr. Teacher!! Why not? It's not like you're doing the hard drugs. It's just a drink. Or two.

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c I agree. So what time can I pick you up?

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T I can be ready in an hour. What’s the vibe? Do I look cute?

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c Is it possible for you not to?

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T yeah i was going to look cute either way! i can’t look ugly around you.

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c Pretty sure you can't look ugly period.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T i love these compliments!!! continue. want some in return?

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c No I'm good. Just promise this stays between us, as much as it can.

[violet spencer]

V I O L E T your secret is safe with me.

[isaac mcavoy]

z a c Seriously, I might die if your dad hears about it.