lily x zac

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac You should probably block her. Good luck.

[lily mccarthy]

Lily I'm not afraid of Kendra. Can I ask a question better reserved for our 2am conversations we don't have anymore?

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac Didn't say you should be. Always.

[lily mccarthy]

Lily Then why, bad influence? Surrounded by those. Would you do something different, if you could.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac She's boring. In my life? I'd do a lot different.

[lily mccarthy]

Lily That's new. With us.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac I don't know Lily.

[lily mccarthy]

Lily I don't know how to let go of you. I don't know if I ever will, or would even have the chance. But hearing myself say it all out loud, and having those clips out there to circulate, yeah, probably hurts. But they remind me why I should put myself first.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac All I've ever said to you is to do that. Why do you think nothing has ever actually happened between us?

[lily mccarthy]

Lily Because you like to break the things that get close to you.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac You're close to me, I'd like to think you're not broken. But yes, more or less.

[lily mccarthy]

Lily I wish I hadn't gone to my brother's in New Mexico. When you asked.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac Well, no point having regrets now.

[lily mccarthy]

Lily Well. I regret that we can't really talk anymore anyway. That it went from almost daily to...feeling like I have to hold my breath, if I see a message from you.

[isaac mcavoy]

Zac You had to know it'd be like that while you were on tour? Especially after that podcast.