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[river hawkins]

lycanthrope  ONLINE Do you feel that way about anyone? Big question, don't feel you have to answer.

[mirren hewitt]

misschief managed  ONLINE yes. this goes to your grave ok?

[river hawkins]

lycanthrope  ONLINE My lips are sealed!

[mirren hewitt]

misschief managed  ONLINE matt brought me to a hockey party once like, last year. i still to this day don’t know this guy’s affiliation to any of the players, what he was doing there, etc, but I saw him and it was this weird, electric feeling. and we just kept ending up in the same places all night without even trying. tldr we made out in the laundry room and I never told anyone. no numbers, no follow ups, nada.

[river hawkins]

lycanthrope  ONLINE And you felt something then too? Alright, then it's Matt's fault (sorry Matt). I'm happy for you and your functioning sex drive. Your secret is safe with me, god knows I haven't got a leg to stand on there.

[mirren hewitt]

misschief managed  ONLINE yeah, at least I think so? i’m in my own head a lot and yeah Matt would look sexy after games and everything but my mind was always kind of elsewhere when we’d hook up. you’re really getting my earful today, lots of updates. give me what’s up with you, ex aside.

[river hawkins]

lycanthrope  ONLINE Sounds like you really are better off as friends, maybe your body was trying to tell you that. I like it! I could listen to you all day, though I'd prefer happier updates next time so you go get on that. Wanna hear one of my illicit experiences in return?

[mirren hewitt]

misschief managed  ONLINE he’s a good person, that was the hard part. but I guess not a reason to stay with someone. I’ll work on turning it around, haha. but yessss give me the goods

[river hawkins]

lycanthrope  ONLINE I think most people are. You'll find someone nice who also sets your world on fire, wait and see. Well I've got a lot of girl friends, right? Byproduct of being taken and 'safe' I guess. One of them, Bella, I helped move into her new place last summer. Hottest day of the year, it sucked, we were soaked through with sweat and hating our lives as we did it but in the end, we sat on her couch, surrounded by boxes, clothes sticking to us, her dress semi sheer, sharing this ice cold, covered in condensation can of Coke... we usually talk non-stop but we were quiet, just looking at each other and passing this can back and forth, her lipstick on the rim... nothing actually happened but I've gotten off to that memory maybe a thousand times.

[mirren hewitt]

misschief managed  ONLINE for now, back to schooling people for sport online. ooh, ok hot. and like, an example of human intimacy that doesn't involve being physically all over each other. you know she was absolutely all over you in her head though.

[river hawkins]

lycanthrope  ONLINE It's what you do best. Yeah, it was one of those moments where it was so obvious it was like being able to read each other's minds. Isn't it weird how that can be? Totally instinctive but still plain as day, like you and your party guy finding each other over and over again. You should track him down.

[mirren hewitt]

misschief managed  ONLINE wouldn't be inspired to without you ❤️ just a chemical connection, yes. it's why this thing with laundry guy was almost shocking, i didn't know how to deal with it. but i kind of think best to just leave in the past. opened my eyes to something new, and it stays special because of that y'know? horrible also, i've literally never told anyone. but idk.

[river hawkins]

lycanthrope  ONLINE Double trouble, I know they hate to see us both online. True, better not to tarnish it. One day you can explore everything with someone you trust. You've got to stop beating yourself up, these things happen. Constantly, in fact.

[mirren hewitt]

misschief managed  ONLINE i honestly wonder what some of them were saying when we were gone. primarily OwlObscura tbh. i just never thought myself to be a cheat. but then again i never thought my friends would sleep together either!! ok i'm done. what's really going to happen with the ex tomorrow?

[river hawkins]

lycanthrope  ONLINE Probably desperately angling to be voted onto the admin team. Again. Me neither, doesn't feel great I know. Which is why I feel like I should tell her, but it also kind of feels like gloating? She was always suspicious.